Painting With What's Left

in CCC12 days ago

When young K enlisted in the Army to serve his country, he was full of hopes and promises.

He was promised the chance to pursue a university degree paid for by the Government — something completely out of reach through his own means.

He dreamed of studying painting and contemporary art, and later opening his own art gallery.

Reality hit him hard. At the end of his first year of service, he was notified that he would be deployed to the front.

He never imagined that an absurd war would break out, and worse still, that he would be sent to the front with only a few months of training.

He had no alternative. He had signed a contract that chained him to a destiny he had once imagined as perfect, and that was now turning into a nightmare.

He thought about deserting, but he would likely end up in prison, and bring shame on his family besides.

When he arrived at the camp he'd been assigned to, he found a terrible scene. The barracks were full of desperation and madness.

Years later, I ran into K by chance. He was no longer young, and had lost a hand in combat. The Army discharged him — he was no longer useful, he couldn't shoot — and since he hadn't completed the required time of service, he never received the university scholarship.

Even so, that didn't defeat K. He learned to use his left hand and took up painting. At first it was frustrating, but as he gained control over his left-handed strokes, his mind improved too. It was like the therapy the Army never gave him.

While he didn't have the backing of a prestigious university, and his art gallery was the parks he rode to on his bicycle with his paintings and canvases, K felt that a future still lay ahead.

Though he doesn't have everything he dreamed of in his youth, K is happy every time someone stops to look at his work, or simply to talk with him, and every time he sells a painting, it feels to him like winning a prize.

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Pintar con lo que queda

Cuando el joven K se enlistó en el Ejército para servir a su país, estaba lleno de ilusiones y promesas.

Le prometieron la oportunidad de cursar una carrera universitaria pagada por el Gobierno, algo que era totalmente inalcanzable por sus propios medios.

Tenía la ilusión de estudiar pintura y arte contemporáneo, y luego empezar su propia galería de arte.

La realidad lo golpeó con fuerza. Al término de su primer año de servicio fue notificado de que sería desplegado en el frente.

Nunca imaginó que estallaría una guerra absurda, y para peor, que sería enviado al frente con apenas unos pocos meses de instrucción.

No tenía alternativa, firmó un contrato que lo encadenaba a ese destino que imaginó perfecto, y que ahora se estaba convirtiendo en una pesadilla.

Pensó en desertar, pero posiblemente terminaría en la cárcel, además de avergonzar a su familia.

Cuando llegó al campamento al que estaba destinado se encontró con un panorama terrible. Las barracas estaban llenas de desesperación y locura.

Años más tarde, me encontré de casualidad con K. Ya no era joven y había perdido una mano en combate. El Ejército lo dio de baja - ya no era útil, no podía disparar - y como no llegó a cumplir el tiempo estipulado, no le dieron la beca universitaria.

Sin embargo eso no derrotó a K. Aprendió a utilizar su mano izquierda y empezó a pintar. Al inicio fue frustrante, pero a medida que mejoraba en el control de su zurda, su mente también mejoraba. Era como la terapia que nunca le brindó el Ejército.

Si bien no tenía el respaldo de una universidad de prestigio y su galería de arte eran los parques a los que llegaba con su bicicleta, sus cuadros y sus lienzos, K sintió que aún había un futuro.

Aunque no tiene todo lo que soñó en su juventud, K es feliz cada vez que alguien se detiene a observar sus obras, o simplemente para charlar con él, y cada vez que vende una pintura es para él como ganar un premio.


Original language: Spanish · Translated by Claude AI · Anthropic · Photo credit: @wakeupkitty

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Cuando alguien se alista en las fuerzas armadas debe estar consciente de que está a las órdenes para servicio en cualquier momento, incluso si el país no está en conflicto. Conozco un chico que se preparó para trabajar en una de esas instituciones en Venezuela, pero después no le gustó ese estilo de vida, quería ser más libre, estar con su hija que apenas comenzaba a crecer. No podía abandonar así por así porque en efecto podía ir preso.

Este relato refleja algo más dramático, cuando terminan exponiendo la vida y la integridad física y mental por los conflictos bélicos, la historia de muchos soldados y "veteranos de guerra".

Hay personas con la suficiente fortaleza para salir adelante tras la mutilación de algún miembro, como K, que al final tiene una vida plena haciendo lo que le gusta, "con lo que queda".

Pero también hay personas que han perdido o de nacimiento carecen de varios miembros, superiores o inferiores.

Una segunda madre que me dio la vida solía comprar unas tarjetas y calendarios cuyas portadas eran obras de personas que habían aprendido a pintar sosteniendo el pincel con los dedos de los pies, e incluso con la boca. Cuando ella falleció yo heredé algunas de las cosas que guardaba en su estante en la escuela donde trabajamos juntas, entre ellas sus viejos calendarios con reproducciones de obras de artistas sin manos.

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(Asociación de pintores con la boca y con el pie, estado Lara, Venezuela)

Es así, hay que tomar decisiones en la vida, pero estar preparados para sus consecuencias. En el caso de los soldados, es un destino trágico desde mi punto de vista, ya que están obligados a hacer cosas que no desean. Aunque también están los que sienten ese gusto insano por la sangre, y la milicia es como un parque de diversiones.

Por otro lado, siempre he admirado a las personas que naciendo con desventajas en la vida, logran hacer lo que necesitan, sin poner excusas.

Me parece genial la asociación de pintores con la boca y el pie de Venezuela! Son una inspiración y ejemplo para muchos países!

En verdad pienso como tú, hay militares que no desean ir a ningún conflicto bélico, se traumatizan con esa experiencia, pero hay otros de un carácter muy distinto.

Yo también tengo un gran respeto por quienes siguen adelante y son pruebas viviente de que las limitaciones a veces son mentales, es bueno recordarlos cuando nos quejamos y quejamos.

Abrazos

Cierto, ojalá que algún día la gente decida que ya no quiere mantener un ejército, y que nada merece la pena de iniciar una guerra. Muy utópico, pero ninguna guerra hubiera iniciado si no hubieran soldados dispuestos a matar y morir.

Pero es un tema muy complicado, porque no estamos solos en el mundo, y si no todos abrazan la paz, esto sería volverse un blanco fácil.

Pero lo que más me alegró el día de tu comentario es ver cómo en tu país se les da el espacio que merecen a las personas con alguna discapacidad, y esa mentalidad de integrarlos a la sociedad. En mi país no escuché nunca de nada parecido a esa asociación. Asi que mis felicitaciones y respetos!

Feliz resto de jornada!

For many, it will be difficult to return home after a war, and a great many crimes take place there – rape, abductions, the trafficking of people, to name but a few. Often, the moment they return is just a brief instant when they might be seen as heroes; after that, they are people who are no longer given a second thought.

I remember those cards too; my grandmother used to buy them. In the early days, they were also sold door-to-door – I suppose to raise money for disabled artists. There were many mouth and foot painters amongst them. These days, I don’t hear anything about that at all.

Please bear in mind that the working language in this Community is English! If you describe something in Spanish, please include the English translation as well – thank you.

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People forgets soon.
I guessed in other countries this type of asociations should exist. The last calendar I have is fron about fourteen years. I hope they are still organized making this visible.

Thank you! It's sorry I forgot to add the translation 🙆🏻‍♀️

 7 days ago 

Can be no one cares about those artists or there different ways of aid or they no longer paint.

Nearby the city of Arnhem is: "Het Dorp" (The Village). Hete live mainly disabled people taking care of themselves it their neighbours. I doubt there are artists among them.

 12 days ago 

This story reminds me of an article I came across recently: ‘Hitman wanted, poor pay and you can’t quit whenever you like’… That is indeed what the army is: killing others on command, and if you can no longer do this, you’re written off or killed yourself.
A moving story. And as for this young man: he’s lucky he hasn’t gone completely mad and that he at least has drawing to focus on.

Incidentally, this young man looked quite startled when I spoke to him; he draws with ink and a dip pen or works with a felt-tip pen. Beautiful drawings. I bought one.

The person who wrote that article is perhaps one of the few critical journalists left. Because that's exactly what the army uses you for.

The story is sad, but I think many veterans end up worse off due to a lack of support, or a lifeline that can be art, as in my story.

I zoomed in on the photo, and I was amazed by the level of detail in his work. I have no idea what style he works in, but his pieces are undoubtedly beautiful. I'm so glad you were able to buy one of him pieces.

 12 days ago 

I met him in the city park. There was an art market, and there was also a walking route with artworks on display; I didn’t see everything, just what was along my route. I think it’s part of the September event in Arnhem. Of course, it’s all about war again, in this case, the Second World War. It’s just crazy, the attention paid to it with the words: ‘never again’, whilst at the same time drones and bombs are flying all around us.

In any case, I’m going to write about it…

What I liked was how completely absorbed in his world he was whilst drawing.

It's always good to collaborate with living local artists; too much money is spent on works by dead painters when there are interesting works by living people who are content with just a few dollars.

The war makes me sick. There are recruiters even in my own country recruiting mercenaries to fight in Ukraine. Then, when they die in combat, their families demand repatriation of their bodies.

The military embarrasses me, but mercenaries make me nauseous. They don't deserve taxpayer money spent recovering the body of someone who's going to kill for money on the other side of the world.

But getting back to more pleasant topics, it's great to see someone who enjoys what they do so much, and who also does it well.

 11 days ago 

Mercenaries are a breed apart and certainly count amongst the hired killers. One moment they’re working for A, the next for B. To what extent can you trust such people, and another question is: how much do they get paid?

I find it a bit difficult to say that we shouldn’t invest in old art or, at the very least, keep it alive. Let’s face it, this is a part of history and culture, and there are very few people left who can paint in this way – and they don’t even use commercial paints; often these are their own recipes. I find it appalling when such old paintings are defaced and destroyed, and to be honest, I don’t see the point of it either; at the very least, it says a great deal about the perpetrators. A thin veneer of intellectualism, as we call it. You can’t expect much from the rabble. Hopefully, that isn’t the youth who are always said to be the future.

As for modern artists, to be honest, I don’t actually consider everything to be art either, and here too, at least in our country, quite a lot of money is being poured into it, much to the annoyance of many. It’s not the artists who paint from the heart who are helped or receive a grant or support; rather, it’s those who learn to work according to the often modern rules and have had the proper training – and that’s quite a separate circuit. Over the years – or rather, over the centuries – there have been many movements in which modern painters have criticised the Old Guard, or vice versa. I’ll just assume that every artist has an admirer, or at least a customer, just as people say about books and writers. Whether you can earn a living from it, let alone get rich, is another matter.
Perhaps the most important thing is simply the pleasure derived from creating something, from playing with materials, colours and even words.
Perhaps anything bound by rules isn’t even art, because rules stifle creativity and the spirit of inquiry.

Exactly, if I were a soldier and had mercenaries under my command, I would be more nervous about them than about the enemy.

With art, it's like with football players; they can be excellent, but in my opinion, you pay too much for both.

I mean, preserving works of art is fine by me, but for museums. Those who spend millions of dollars at art auctions seem to me, to a certain extent, like pirates. Trying to hoard everything that might be valuable.

In my country, art is also heavily subsidized. Of course, the selection criteria leave much to be desired, and friends or children of friends are always preferred.

Why, for example, doesn't the government organize exhibitions for people like the man in the photo? The value of his work would automatically increase by at least one zero.

I think art is ultimately something very subjective. Or maybe I just have a lack of artistic sensibility, haha.

 10 days ago (edited)

I believe most of us know what art is if we see it, if energy, feeling is put into it, or if it is more a big nothing where the story around it should make it art and therefore valuable, although no one likes it.

The government prefers to invest that is also why rich organisations, big musea, banks, aid organisations receive the most even if they use it for nonsense and party with it. Same for football players. What they do is no art, there's too much aggression. Nothing sportive and investing such high amounts in one player triggers corruption.

Absolutely agree! The recent World Cup was a blatant display of corruption and madness! Inventing a FIFA Peace Prize just to give it to Trump was disgusting!

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The fate and reality of many veterans... What on earth are wars for? We know the answers.

A very sad reality in this world where we are treated like pawns on a chessboard.

I would like people to at least be outraged...

mirá, el detalle de que K perdió una mano y aun así aprendió a pintar con la izquierda me hizo pensá en cuántas veces la vida nos obliga a reinventarnos. la frase Pintar con lo que queda resume esa lucha, es así nomás, la vida misma.

Vi que K siguió pintando con la mano izquierda después de perder una y que vende sus obras desde el parque con su bici; la foto del cuadro bajo la lluvia muestra bien su estilo. En la práctica, lo que funciona es montar una tienda online gratuita (por ejemplo, en Etsy) y usar esa imagen para atraer compradores fuera del sitio, paso a paso y sin vueltas.

Queridos hermanos, al leer que K aprendió a pintar con la mano izquierda después de perder una, recuerdo que la Escritura dice que el Señor transforma nuestras limitaciones en fortalezas (2 Corintios 12:9). En mi experiencia, ese “pintar con lo que queda” es un testimonio vivo de cómo Dios nos guía a descubrir nuevos dones cuando creemos que todo está perdido.

Miren esto, la foto del lienzo donde la mano izquierda de K traza trazos temblorosos que parecen mapear los surcos de una guerra interior; valió la pena ver cómo esa cicatriz se convierte en pincel y cada venta se vuelve un trofeo silencioso 🎨

 10 days ago (edited)

It is really sad to see how war changes peoples’ lives just like that. The enlisted, the soldiers and all who are affected just because….. everyone was living normal, with families, with life goals, with a future to look forward to. And out of nowhere, people decides their future. Sickening. Your story is heartfelt. Thank you for writing this. It is a reminder to appreciate every second, every minute that we have with all that we currently have because we do not know what tomorrow brings, what more with all the uncertainties in the world today. Hope K finds love and peace in what he enjoys doing now and in future, far from the destruction.

It is very sad, especially for those who return from something so terrible and can no longer resume their lives.

I imagine that for a normal person, seeing so much death It's traumatic.

Thank you, if you enjoyed the story, you might be interested in participating in this Literary game.

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It's about continuing a story between several people and having a good time!

 6 days ago 

I feel the same too. PTSD is so real. And watching all the movies related to this, it is just so hard to watch them sometimes because we start to imagine ourselves in their shoes. How hard it would be.

Ohhh.. I will check out the link. It does sound interesting. Not sure if I am good enough to participate but I will read them hehe.

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I think there's still time ⏱️ as this round ends at 23.45 GMT, but if you find that too short, another new round starts on Sunday! 😁

 5 days ago 

I read through and you guys are heavy duty writers!! I will try to see if I can do this in the next one 😅

We look forward to your participation, It's already the new round starting, just for fun, just for the pleasure of write and engaged with the community. 😊